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Thursday, January 18, 2007

This post is in honor of Aaron, my dear friend. I don't even know when he departed. Don't even know the reason. I don't even know what to expect. I feel confused. Where are the answers?

He went missing for a month. No word from him. He was supposed to organise the Christmas Bacholor's Party. He was supposed to invite me. It seems so sudden.

The only thing I know, they found his body in Salford Quays. WHY!? Why does this shit have to happen?

He was the only other Singaporean I know in this foreign land. I saw him vacuum his room. I played Need for Speed with him. And now's he's gone.

They said it was suicide. I don't know. It can't be. It surely cannot be. It must be foul play. I'm sure of it. He wouldn't leave us without telling anything. He was too jovial. He was too kind.
I want to know the truth, of what really happened.

This ain't the first time I lost a friend.

I remember that day clearly too. Xianliang. I reached the hospital 15 mins late. I didn't even get to say goodbye to him. Then was gone, my childhood friend.

Now its Aaron. What about his soul? What about his parents? He ain't a Christian yet. I did nothing. I didn't tell him about the gospel. I feel guilty. I don't what to say when i face him on judgement's day.

God Bless him. I know He does. He blesses all good people. I know that He will save aaron's soul. I just can't accept the fact now. I just can't.

I hate all of this.

Remembrance. I will not forget you, my friend. I consider you to be true friend of mine. Remembrance.

1/18/2007 11:18:00 PM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY

You're the one

BaLdwIn ChiA YonG ZhEn
# Age: 22
# Birthdate: 9 January 1986
# Height: 1.72 M
# Weight: 59 and gaining.
# Hometown: Singapore
# Current Location: Salford, Manchester
# School: University of Salford
# Course: (Hons) Bus. & Mgmt Studies
# Lovelife: Miss Heng

# I'm a Christian. Anglican to be more precise. The traditional Christian. Christianity is not a religion, by the way. Its only a fact and way of life, but some people choose to live in delusion kinda like the matrix, or finally read the bible and realize the truth and becomes Christians. Rebuke me if I offend anyone, but a living God backs me. Hehe. Miracles beyond the doubt have happened. Cheers !
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LOVES

# My Silly Girl

# Societies: Singapore Wind Symphony
# Instrument Played: Alto Saxophone
# Instrument: Selmer Paris Ref 54 Alto
# Hobbies: Inline Skating, Cycling, Jogging, Swimming, Badminton, Sleeping (is that counted as a hobby?)

HISTORY LESSON & FACTS

HISTORY & INTERESTING FACTS
Schools
# Pri : St. Hildas & Yu Neng
# Sec : Victoria School
# Tertiary: Temasek Polytechnic
# Current : Salford University, Manchester

# Medical??: Broken all limbs cept one.

# No. of Ex-Gfs: Not enough fingers to count. Yea right..

Don't take the above statement seriously.. JOKE JOKE!:P

WANT THE WANTS

WANTS
# I want a Selmer Series 2 Soprano or a Yana Sop.
# I want to own my own car.
# I want new skates. (JUST BOUGHT ONE!!!)
# I want to eat Singaporean FOOD.
# I want to study music.
# I want to take the Grade 8 ABRSM Saxophone exam.
# I want to have funds to accomodate the above statement.
# I really want to have the above statement fulfiled.

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